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VERNAL EQUINOX RITUAL
LOVE RETURNS
About This Ritual
In the myth of Demeter and Persephone/Kore
that has come down to us from the ancient Greeks, the world is thrown into
perpetual winter when Hades, king of the Underworld, kidnaps and rapes
Persephone, the maiden daughter of Demeter, the mother goddess of all green and
growing things. All that is mortal is in danger of perishing because Demeter is
in mourning for her lost child. Hades is eventually compelled to give up
Persephone, but because the maiden ate three seeds of a pomegranate while in the
Underworld, she must return there for three months of the year. Demeter permits
the earth to become fecund again, but during her separation from Persephone,
winter reigns.
According to Barbara G. Walker, Persephone was
originally the goddess of the Underworld, and the pomegranate was a symbol of
her power. The Greek myth is, I think, an attempt to reconcile a patriarchal
deity (Hades) with an earlier and still potent goddess who claims all of life
and death as her domain. Demeter and Persephone were Mother and Maiden aspects
of a triple goddess. This triad may have been completed by Baubo or Hecate as
Crone. Persephone's hegemony over the afterlife would explain the popularity of
the Eleusinian mysteries which were celebrated for thousands of years and were
supposed to grant initiates certainty of immortality.
The extremity of Demeter's grief when they are
parted could, I think, easily be attributed to the pain of a lover abandoned.
The Greeks were misogynists, and their legends about Amazons and Gorgons show
that they continued to smart after military clashes with indigenous matriarchal
peoples. The reliefs of Demeter and Persephone which have survived appear to me
to be images of lesbian affiliation and passion which have been recast as
another sort of love. While this sort of coding contributes to lesbian
invisibility, it has also allowed this powerful tale of love between women to
survive. We have all seen classic paintings or drawings entitled
"sisters" which upon closer investigation seem to depict a more
passionate relationship. I see no reason why ancient groups of women could not
have worshipped goddesses which reflected their own social structure, two women
lovers and warriors raising their children.
Even if this is in fact not the case, it is
good for us to stretch our imaginations and begin to create lesbian images of
deity. Our sense of the sacred has often been damaged by the homophobic moralism
of traditional male- centered religions. But love and desire between women is
life-affirming, and has the potential to release great quantities of spiritual
energy. We are sacred, the earth blesses us, and we bless her in turn.
Correspondences
The ritual is held within a circle defined by
four directions and the center. My correspondences are based on traditional (?)
Wicca and Steve Blamires' and John and Caitlin Matthews' work on modern Celtic
magic. East = white, air, the sword. South = red, fire, the spear. West = blue,
water, the cauldron or grail. North = brown or green, earth, the shield. The
Center = black, and whatever symbol is appropriate to the holyday being
celebrated.
This script is written for five priestesses,
although it could obviously be recast for a smaller or larger group. There is no
high priestess; officiating is done equally by all present. It takes about three
hours to perform.
Props List
- Vestments in appropriate
colors for each direction and the center
- Tabards, scarves, or other
ornaments to be donned temporarily by those speaking for Demeter and
Persephone
- Altar cloths, weapons, and
other appropriate decoration for directional altars and main altar in the
center of the circle
- Green plant and/or flowers for
center altar
- Athame to draw and erase
circle
- Water mixed with seasalt for
asperging, which should be done with a flower
- Slips of paper (written by
each coven member) briefly describing something women can do to restore the
goddess to the earth
- A covered basket for these
slips of paper
- A shroud (dark, heavy cloth
that completely covers the head and shoulders) for all but one covener
- The necessary paraphernalia to
mummify one covener as she emulates Persephone and journeys to the
underworld: plastic wrap, a spandex mummy bag, ace bandages, a hood, a
blindfold, etc.
- Lots for each covener. Two of
the lots should bear the symbol of a sheaf of wheat (Demeter) and a
pomegranate (Persephone).
- Container for the lots
- Pots of earth and seeds
- Drums and rattles
- Pomegranate juice and cookies
in the shape of a pig
Casting the Circle
Before this happens, the directional altars
should be set up. A green plant should be in the center of the circle. Coven
members should write on slips of paper something that women could do to restore
the goddess to the earth, and put these papers in a covered basket. Everyone
should bring a dark, heavy cloth which will completely cover her head and
shoulders. This is the shroud that each woman will wear to join Persephone in
her journey to the underworld.
Black:
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By the power of the goddesses we still
remember,
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And those whose names have been taken
from us,
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And those who will come to lead us to
freedom,
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I cast this circle to contain our holy
rite.
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Let all friendly powers and presences
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Come to witness and assist us now,
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And render us invisible to any who would
interfere.
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Let no element we summon here do any
harm to us
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Or this hallowed space in which we work.
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By the power of three times three,
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I declare this circle cast.
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Calling the Quarters
White:
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I greet the powers of the East,
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Where the sun rises to give us hope with
each new dawn.
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I salute the sacred air that gives us
breath
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And carries the power of song.
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To the East belongs the power of
planting,
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The intelligence to plan for the future
and
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The energy to take the first step toward
that goal.
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The East gives us the power to draw the
eye of one we desire.
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Powers of the East, of air, of planting,
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Join us now and lend us the insight to
make a strong beginning.
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I bid you draw your double-edged sword
in guardianship about us.
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All:
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Hail and be welcome, powers of the East.
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Red:
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I greet the powers of the South,
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Where the world grows lush in tropical
heat.
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I salute the sacred fire that holds
winter at bay,
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Lifts the hem of darkness' dress to aid
the poet's pen,
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And goads the cauldron of rebirth to
sizzle with new life.
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To the South belongs the power of
cultivation.
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Here lies the determination to persist
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When the excitement of beginning has
worn off.
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Here we discover how to nourish, with
water and sunlight,
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The seeds we have planted, so they may
nourish us in winter.
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The South gives us the skill to please
our lovers
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With caresses, compliments, and passion.
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Powers of the South, of fire, of
cultivation,
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Join us now and lend us the knowledge to
make desire thrive.
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I bid you aim your leaf-edged spear in
guardianship about us.
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All:
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Hail and be welcome, powers of the
South.
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Blue:
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I greet the powers of the West,
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Where the sun sets to tell us we must
rest.
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I salute the sacred water that bathes
away our cares.
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Water teaches us to bend, to change,
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To float with the rising tide,
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And schools us to decipher the
quicksilver truth of our dreams.
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To the West belongs the power of
harvest.
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We are entitled to reap the benefits of
our labor,
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And gather in the good things that we
need to thrive.
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Here is a safe place to come home to our
bodies and our loved ones.
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Powers of the West, of water, and the
climax that quiets lust,
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Join us now and lend us gratitude for
the good things we possess
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And the ability to be fed, loved, and
comforted.
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I bid you to allow the prophetic vapors
of your mighty cauldron
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To envelop and protect us.
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All:
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Hail and be welcome, powers of the West.
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Brown:
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I greet the powers of the North,
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Where the earth is locked in the frigid
arms of ice.
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I salute the sacred earth that cradles
us,
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And tells us when to stand fast,
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And teaches us how to nurture one
another.
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To the North belongs the power of laying
fallow.
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In rest, the earth replenishes herself,
and so do we.
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Here we are allowed to take our ease and
bide our time.
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Powers of the North, of earth, of
patience and recuperation,
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Join us now and give us the forbearance
to allow
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Wine to ferment, bread to rise, and our
agendas to ripen.
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I bid you lift your iron-embossed shield
in guardianship about us.
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All:
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Hail and be welcome, powers of the
North.
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Black:
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I stand at the Center,
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The place where all directions come
together
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And we see what has been, what is, and
what may be.
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I petition the great mother, our sister
and lover, to accept our gratitude
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For bringing us safely through the
Burning Times
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With our love for her intact.
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At the Center of our circle, I invoke
the power of Earth.
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We do not fear the darkness. It is
fertility,
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And out of the darkness comes healing,
rest, and nourishment.
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With the body of our mother strong
beneath our feet,
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How can we ever fail?
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All:
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Hail and be welcome, powers of the
Center.
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Asperging
Starting in the east, Blue Priestess walks
clockwise around the circle, sprinkling each woman with a little water that has
been mixed with sea salt or blood.
Blue:
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From this circle, and from each one of
us,
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I banish grief and guilt and fear.
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If sorrow has torn your heart in two,
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Let the soft hands of the goddess dry
your tears.
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There is no injury she cannot heal,
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No hurt she cannot ease.
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If you are harried by the hatred
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Of misogynists and homophobes,
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Let the blazing eyes of the goddess
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Scorch their falsehoods from your soul.
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Let your own conscience be the only
voice that judges you.
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If terror has made you tremble or
disturbed your sleep,
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Let the goddess bring her armies to your
side.
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Among us, you are protected.
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An injury to one is an injury to all.
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Together, we will make this world a
safer place.
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To this circle, and to each one of us,
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I bring the gifts of joy, self-love, and
courage.
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Praising the Goddess
Black:
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The quarters have been called,
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And the center has been honored.
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We are cleansed of grief and guilt and
fear
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And put joy, self-love, and courage in
their place.
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Now we stand on holy ground
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In perfect love and perfect trust.
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This is the Vernal Equinox,
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When Persephone returns from the
underworld
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To her lover Demeter, and the world
grows lush in celebration.
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Cast lots to determine who will speak for
Demeter (wheat) and Persephone (pomegranate). These priestesses then adorn
themselves as the goddess they represent.
Demeter speaks of Persephone's departure
We met in fields of flowers,
And knew we were made for one another,
One of us coming from the other
As the leaf unfolds from the stem.
I had never seen anyone like you,
Clothed in black with your crown of flames,
Pale where I am bronzed,
As slender as my body is abundant.
I sing all summer long, I am so glad to make things grow.
But when I saw you, loneliness, the song died upon my lips.
In silence I came to you and could not rest
Until I had made you rejoice with me.
All that lives is mine, and by your laughter
You made it yours as well.
By the delight you gave me, the world was made
A thousandfold more fruitful.
We roamed my domain naked and
Made love in every valley, every grove.
For every time we pleased each other,
Berries sweetened, and corn put out more silk.
But you have many mansions of your own.
I knew that you would leave me
Once the grain was gathered to the barn
And grapes were tread, their blood poured into barrels.
Between the red and golden leaves of fall
And the first brief kiss of snowflakes,
You were gone, leaving my bed cold
And my heart almost frozen.
Wandering in starry midnights,
Clothed in the plumes of my own breath,
I have ached for you and cried enough
To cover mountain peaks and plains with ice.
My true love will come back to me,
But when? And does she delay
Because the treasures of the Underworld
Exceed the glory I can muster?
If you come not back to me,
My heart will break and break again
Until all of my flesh
Is given up to grief.
The world will be weighed down by mourning white
And the only flowers that bloom
Will be the ones I put in your hair
Before you disappeared.
Persephone speaks
of her departure
We met in fields of flowers,
And knew we were made for one another,
One of us coming from the other
As the muscle unfolds from the bone.
I had never seen anyone like you,
Clothed in green with your crown of gold,
Nut-brown where I am bleached,
Round and curvaceous where I am angular.
You made me laugh,
I who am the steward of loss and suffering.
You filled my mouth with sweetness
And opened my heart to the light.
But generosity in a world without hunger
Becomes oppressive.
I am the force that sharpens the tooth of the wolf.
I am the spear of hunger, the whip of necessity.
You knew me too well.
You gave me too much.
It was for the sake of the world
I went away.
The earth cannot sustain forever
The urging of a goddess to bear
A riot of fruit, flowers, and grain.
It needs a time of peace, to be left alone.
Here in the quiet dark, I set
The kingdom of the dead in order,
Send dreams to those who slumber,
And inspire the sibyls in their caverns.
All that you make and unmake
Come to me in time, and so I must
Prepare a place for them.
I am a gracious host, with room for all.
Through my great throne room file
The newly-dead, and I must give each one an audience.
Hearts must be weighed, witnesses called.
I am the only judge without pity or bias.
Mercy is your gift.
I make no place for it here.
The line must move and part to left or right
About me. There is no appeal.
The right hand path takes my untarnished shades
To a land much like your own,
Where there is no blight upon the apple
Or rust upon the grain.
The left hand path goes steeply down
To the abyss where criminals must fall forever,
Doomed to be imprisoned by themselves
Until they learn to fly.
On bloody cushions I lounge, leaning on
The obsidian arm of my throne, eating
The pomegranate which is my orb of power.
And I want you because you are not here.
No separation is forever.
Love seeks out herself, omnipotent.
Your true love will come back to you
In another dress, in another's arms.
Your true love will come back to you
In fields of flowers, ready to tumble
For giddy pleasure in the oak tree's shadow.
Sleep now, and dream of me.
Demeter speaks of Persephone's return
Too long have I allowed
This cold blanket of sterile snow
To oppress my children
And damp my spirits down.
Let warm rain wash away all sorrow,
And fertile mud part to receive
The sun's embrace, which will awaken
The seeds of wheat and shoots of hardy weeds.
I love all that is green and growing,
Loved it before I met you in fields of flowers.
Come to me or stay away,
I cannot wait for you another day.
After the great love departs,
There are still the lesser loves
And as you dust off dead men's souls,
I will turn to work that has always been my own.
If I may not couple with my beloved,
Still the ram must seek his mate,
And mortal women ease the pain of lust with one another.
I will take pleasure in their pleasure.
It is better to be out in the sun
Than mourning solitary
Within my thin black mantle.
If I must be alone, let me at least be warm.
I am the goddess of vitality.
I am the fountainhead of mirth and sensuality.
Healing all the world, shall I
Refuse to heal myself?
So spring begins, hope rising with the sap.
I am wistful when your memory casts a shadow
Like a hawk that cuts between a flock of pigeons
And the sun.
But the dance of life goes on.
Its music takes me away from mourning.
If you want me, you can find me
Opening roses, building birds' nests, stealing honey.
Persephone
speaks of her return
I am true to you in my own fashion.
If I were with you always,
You would come to hate me.
My absence strengthens your passion.
Did you imagine I did not suffer
When I had to leave your side?
On my light-murdering throne,
My body yearned for you, lips thirsted
For a kiss, my face burned
For a loving look from you,
My thighs and nipples trembled
Without your soothing touch.
Mortals hate death, and fear it,
And the goddess of death must mourn with them.
I pay for the power to stop a heartbeat
With three months of winter unheated by your love.
For me, as for all mortals,
An end must come to joy and
Quiet devour the play of the senses.
But nothing can alter the need I feel for you.
The fallow time is over.
Let spirits wait by the shore of the icy river
That flows uphill to my domain.
I have put the ferryman to sleep with a kiss.
Soon enough I will return
To run my red-eared hounds in quest of evil men,
Punish the cruel and greedy,
And trick oracles into warning wicked kings of their just demise.
But now I come to you as a starving child,
A woman who has been empty for far too long.
My hunger calls to the mother in you.
You cannot deny me the feast of your kisses.
This is my time to dance in the sun,
Though I am awkward as old bones.
We celebrate the animal satisfactions mortals hate
To leave behind when entering my service.
I will take you under canopies of figs,
Ravish you in thorny piles of brambles,
The Great Above wedded in bliss to the Great Below.
I will meet you in fields of flowers.
Planting
Brown:
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Let us bury seeds in the earth,
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As a token of our dedication to the work
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The goddess has given each of us to
accomplish
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While we wander here.
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May our creative endeavors, our work,
our loves
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Flourish just as the Green World thrives
with pleasure
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When the goddess feels her desire
satisfied.
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The Lottery
White:
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We come together to release our goddess
nature,
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The power of divinity which is our
birthright.
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Who will risk herself within our circle,
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Pass into the hands of the Queen of Life
and Death,
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And suffer a little of what she has
suffered,
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To become a mouthpiece of her wisdom?
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A covered container full of lots is passed
around. The woman who draws the lot marked with a pomegranate will be
"planted" like a seed (i.e., mummified or covered up in some fashion
that includes whatever sensory deprivation she is able to tolerate). She is
Persephone. The woman who draws a lot marked with a sheaf of wheat is Demeter,
and she speaks the following words to Persephone. While she is speaking,
everyone else in the circle covers her head and takes her own internal journey.
You may also wish to have some coveners drum or use rattles to enhance this
trip.
Demeter (Speaking Slowly):
We have deprived you of your five senses.
Let Persephone be your eyes and ears.
As you take the dark path downward
See what she sees, hear what she hears.
Go at her side, cling close to her,
And when guardians appear to block the way,
Remember the words of power she uses.
Whisper them after her.
The way is steep and stony,
But she will bear you up.
You will not fall.
Miles you walk, without being weary.
Deeper go, and deeper still,
Until you reach a place of utter silence
And leave all light behind.
There is true vision possible.
Who will come to speak to you?
What visions will be shown to you?
What food and drink will you sample?
What gifts will be put into your hands?
You will hear music that is not meant for human ears.
You will understand things that are hidden.
A hunger not of the body will be fed,
And riches obtained that are not currency in this world.
Refuse nothing.
Remember all.
Then come back to us,
Toward the light.
As you ascend, the words of power
You have learned will turn each guardian
Into a welcoming escort.
Step by step, you will climb to us
And return again to the mortal world.
We will welcome you,
We will care for you,
We will value your inspiration.
Persephone
is unbound, and speaks of her journey.
The Quest
Red:
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What will you do to restore the goddess
to the earth?
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She circulates with a basket full of slips of
paper, with various things written on them. Each coven member takes a slip, and
reads it aloud.
Red:
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This is the quest that has been given to
you
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Between the clasped hands of Demeter and
Persephone.
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It is the seed that you must plant,
water, and harvest.
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Think well and hard before neglecting
this sacred obligation.
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May your quest bring you wisdom and joy.
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The Feast
Blue:
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As new shoots climb through black earth
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Toward the sun, we reach for what we
need
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To make us whole and happy.
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The goddess has placed all before us
that we need.
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Let us accept her bounty with gratitude,
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And let our pleasure in being nourished
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Serve as a sacrament to her.
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Everyone in the circle is offered bread or
cookies in the shape of a pig and fruit juice, preferably pomegranate.
Blue:
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Bless you, goddess, for sustaining us.
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Receive us with loving kindness
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When our lives are done.
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Juice and bread go around until everyone has
feasted.
Dispersing the Quarters
Black:
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Powers of the Center,
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Powers of generation,
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Let each woman carry what she has
learned here today
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Forever in her heart.
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I disperse you with love and gratitude.
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All:
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Powers of the Center, hail and farewell!
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Brown:
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Powers of the North,
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Powers of earth and laying fallow,
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Put aside your iron-embossed shield.
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I disperse you with love and gratitude.
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All:
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Powers of the North, hail and farewell!
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Blue:
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Powers of the West,
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Powers of water and harvest,
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Cover your cauldron and let its
concealing vapors fade.
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I disperse you with love and gratitude.
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All:
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Powers of the West, hail and farewell!
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Red:
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Powers of the South,
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Powers of sun and cultivation,
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Put down your leaf-edged spear.
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I disperse you with love and gratitude.
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All:
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Powers of the South, hail and farewell!
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White:
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Powers of the East,
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Powers of air and planting,
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Sheathe your double-edged sword.
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I disperse you with love and gratitude.
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All:
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Powers of the East, hail and farewell!
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Blue Priestess walks around the circle
counter-clockwise, starting in the east.
Blue:
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Return to the world,
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And take the love and power of the
goddess with you.
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Do not be crippled by sadness.
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Do not be destroyed by your own faults
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Or the injustice you see around you.
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Be wary, but do not be afraid.
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If you return to the world
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And take the love and power of the
goddess with you,
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Magic will spring from your footsteps.
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May she guard you wherever you go.
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Erasing the Circle
Black:
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By the power of the goddesses we still
remember,
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And those whose names have been taken
from us,
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And those who will come to lead us to
freedom,
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I erase this circle which contained our
holy rite.
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I disperse all friendly powers and
presences
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Who came to witness and assist us,
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And rendered us invisible to any who
would interfere.
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I disperse you with love and gratitude.
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By the power of three times three,
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I declare this circle gone.
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All:
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So mote it be!
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The circle is open but unbroken.
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Merry meet, and merry part, and merry
meet again.
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©
Copyright March 10,
by Pat Califia, 2215R Market St., No. 261, San Francisco, CA 94114
[email protected]
ALL RIGHTS RESERVED
You are welcome to perform all or a portion of
this ritual. Please send me a letter or e-mail documenting the event and, if
possible, a little (or a lot) about how it went for you. I'm enrolled in The
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